"For my entire life I've been fighting. For their sakes. For mine. For my selfish desires and wellbeing."

"I was scared. I never thought it would end up like this."

"I thought, if I could save everyone, maybe it would be different."

"If I grew enough;" 
"If I became powerful enough;"
"If I never stopped going forward until I became the best version of myself; if... "

"...If I gathered as much strenght as I could muster, that it would be enough."

"But it wasn't."

"In the end..."

"...I'm just a parasite."